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19 April 2008 @ 02:04 am

Its 2:04am on saturday and I just got off the phone with Justin. Hes up in New York chillin with him mom and brothers. I talked to him all night it was awesome! My day has been awesome! I woke up at 8, took a shower and hung out with my mom at her work for a few hours. Then I went to my friends house and he paid me to clean, how awesome is that !! After that I was with my mom for a little while longer then I went to work at schiffs for a few hours, came home and talked to justin til about 10 minutes ago. Im exhausted and I kinda have a headache, and to top it off i have to go to work in 2 hours, yet Im happy as all heck right now! In about 2 hours I will get up, take a shower, go to dunkin donuts, eat a bagel, go to work, come home, talk to justin for a while, pass out, then wake up at 4am tomorrow and get ready for work again!!

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16 April 2008 @ 09:49 am

Day Off

Today is wednesday and Danielle and I have no classes today! So far it is nice outside, about 68 degrees or so, hopefully it stays warm all day! We are supposed to go get my check then trade in some old records in scranton today. My stomach still does not feel that great today. Danielle is still sleeping, so I think I will get the last paper I have due for class done so I have no more work for the rest of the week. Friday I am supposed to clean my boss's house! So maybe I will go get my hair cut...

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15 April 2008 @ 08:20 pm

this weekend.

So, this weekend I had to work the 4/5am shift. It definitely took a toll on me and made me really tired!.. Saturday after work I went to visit some of my friends we hung out, listened to music, and I watched some of them play football on the PS2, haha. But, yea I reminisced with some friends that I have not seen in a few months because I've been away at school. I miss the good ole' days, seeing them all the time!

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15 April 2008 @ 12:04 pm

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So today was a blah day for me. I was in a off mood I guess you could say, I'm not sure why. Danielle and I had classes from 8am-11am. We came home and did most of our online work. Danielle had to work at 3pm, so I came downstairs and started to watch the movie Anti Trust. Half way through the movie it froze then I ended up falling asleep and waking up around 7-7:30. Not long after Danielle came home from work and talked for a bit then watched an awesome movie called Juno. If you havent seen it you should watch it!!

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09 April 2008 @ 02:23 am

Sleep

Its 2:30am and I can't seem to fall asleep. I have a thousand random thoughts on my mind. I hate when you have all these thoughts in your head and you can't sleep until you get the thoughts out of your head.

I was thinking before when I was younger who some of my close friends were and if im still friends with the same people now. I am still friends with a majority of them, we are not as close now as we were then though. I was thinking about the different jobs I had when I was younger too. It's crazy sometimes how you can remember things from your past so clearly and other things are just a blur. The human mind facinates me sometimes.

Sometimes I am afraid that I will never fall in love, be happy and successful in my life. Then theres the other part of me that is like that is so stupid, I will find someone and have a good life.

My famliy has always been tight with money. We never really had a lot of extra money. I started working when i was 13 years old and have been working ever since. Somtimes 2-3 jobs at a time. Now that school started I have not had the chance to work as much plus the price of college tuition isn't cheap. So, needless to say I'm constantly worried about money issues. I hate not having enough money to pay for something, not being able to spend a little here and there, or being financially comfortable. Before I started college I did'nt have to worry as much because I was working full time, so I had a pay check every week whether it was small or big it still paid the bills and left me with some extra cash.

Do you ever wonder how things came about? Like how inventions and what not. I think about these things all the time.

Yea see I have a lot of random thoughts on my mind that have no relevancy with anything.

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08 April 2008 @ 10:03 pm

piercings...

Ok can someone please tell me how piercings and crazy hair styles are a distraction in school?? When i was in high school they always told us that we could have any facial piercings and no un-natural hair colors, because it caused distractions. How in the world is it a distraction! Because someone is expressing him or herself in a unique way? They tell us to be ourself, be unique, be our own person but the fuck put restrictions on us!? That doesnt make any sense to me!

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08 April 2008 @ 08:03 pm

!!!

So last thursday I got my lip pierced finally!!! I've been waiting a really long time to get it done, and i finally did! For a while i was debating on getting it or not, but i decided i really wanted to get it done so i did. I went to Marc's Tattooing in Dickson City. The guy that did it was awesome, he was nice and very informative of what to do about the aftercare and what not. I am so stoked to have it done!!!!! Some people tell me that it takes away from face, others tell me they love it... honestly I don't care what other people think.. I love it!!!!!

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03 April 2008 @ 08:59 pm

Denny's

Ivy just called me! Her and Ashley are going to denny's and they wanted me to come! So I did, Ivy picked me up and we went to denny's but when we got there the kitchen was closed! So off to perkin's we went. After perkin's we went back to denny's for coffee. My friend Ashley saw some boys that she thought were cute and Ivy asked the waitress to tell them to come sit bye us. They ended up being really cool kids, a little wierd but cool.

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02 April 2008 @ 07:51 pm

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So today we went to Brenda Bistocchi's restuarant in Dunmore. She gave us a tour of the kitchen, dinning room, and the bar. She gave us a brief explaination on how she ran her business, then she let us order lunch. Then i came home and took a nap. Later that night Ivy called me and wanted to me go with her and Liam to get wings at the Crossroads. She picked me, we got to the Crossroads and they were packed so we ended up going to the Waymart Hotel for pizza. It was delicious!! I got to see their new house and the room that i might be staying in soon. It was a decent first home needless to say. Over all today was a great day!!!!

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26 March 2008 @ 10:46 pm

random thoughts.

Today was a good day overall. Danielle and I slept in until like 1pm, then we ran some errands and went out to eat with patrick and josh. Danielle and i also tried to have a deep conversation but it didnt exactly happen that way. I have a bunch of random thoughts on my mind for some reason.

I dont understand why people get jealous. If you get jealous over your girl friend or boy friend talking to someone else its stupid. Just because you are talking to someone of the opposite sex doesnt mean that your fucking them. If your that concerned with it maybe you should be with that person in the first place. If you dont trust them.

Another thing that Danielle and I talked about is the fact that you techinically choose your friends. If you like them you keep talking to them and you want to hang out with them. If you dont like them you do the exact opposite, you dont talk to them and you dont try to hang out with them.

I can not stand people who get married, have kids, then get divorced and they put the kids in the middle of their fights. Or if they talk about the other parent in front of the child and the kid hears all this stuff about that parent that may or may not be true, then they go back to the other parent and they do the same thing the poor kid doesnt know who the hell to believe. The worst thing to do to a kid is to put them in the middle of a divorce and for them to hear trash talk about either parents. Kids get fucked up when they are put through that shit, i for instance have experienced this personally. My parents got divorced. My moms and her side of the famliy would talk shit about my dad and his famliy, and my dad and his side of the family would do the same thing. So i never know who was lieing and who was telling the truth or not. It sucked. As i got older i realized who was lieing and who was telling the truth, well more so what was a lie and what was true. Some parents also feel the need to use the kid to get back at the other parent. Whether they fill the kids head with shit or teach them something that will piss off the to other parent. So i am basically saying that when i have kids and i am married, if i happen to get divorced i will try my best to get along with the dad and i will not talk trash or out the dad down in any way ( around the kid(s)). As kids get older they will find out whose lieing to them and who isnt.

I told you that i had a lot of random things on my mind...

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